It was my farewell to him for a while. Hard to do that in the day care, but probably better for me. Liam was a trooper, said "I love you Memere" several times, and came back to me for another hug a couple times. I did really well, not breaking into tears.
Then I got back to the river house, and saw his bathing suit, and poof, I was in tears. I had to remind myself how great our time together was, and that we will see each other again and spend some more 1:1 time together. While I love my log cabin life, and my Mountain Man, and Pogo and Fluffy, I felt (and still, a little) saddened that it will be a while before I see him again.
It made me remember how important it is to enjoy each moment, right now.
- So, I am remembering all the fun I had with Erin & Jessi & Liam while they were all here and then Liam, just he and I (or would that be him and me?).
- I am enjoying being in my river home on a gray day, which is probably contributing to my melancholy. Yet I love rain, so let it pour! ...it has yet to rain...
- I am looking forward to getting back to our cabin and planting my sprouts that are waiting for me!
It is strange to feel happy & sad at the same time, have you ever felt that way?
Thanks for reading my blog, see you tomorrow,